Prince Charming
So, what do you do when you realize that you have the perfect guy for you? You freak out!!! Scott and I have been dating for over a year, and every day I realize something else that makes him so perfect for me, and every day I fall more in love with him.
My health took another plunge this weekend, it seems that as soon as I am feeling fine, and that I have kicked this crap, it shows up to ruin my weekend. It never hits me much during the week, it always seems to show up on a Friday, and stick with me all through the weekend. Scott was a sweet heart though, he came over and picked up dinner for us, and then he let me fall asleep in his arms way early in the evening. He has never complained about our canceled plans (it happens really often) instead, he steps it up and does whatever is necessary to help me feel better.
He is always offering to give me a back massage, and he loves it when I put my head in his lap and he can rub my head while I fall asleep. When I am doing the dishes and he would rather me be sitting relaxing next to him, he comes over and helps. When I am busy in the kitchen, he will come up behind me, wrap his arms around me, and snuggle into my neck, or just start giving me a deep neck massage.
One of the things that I love the absolute most is how he is always trying to get me to laugh. He will do anything to put a smile on my face; the other night, he wasn’t supposed to be able to come by, but I had a bad evening, my experiment into cooking didn’t go quite as planned. I managed to fill my apartment with smoke, not billowing smoke that would make the sprinklers go off, but oil smoke that makes your eyes sting and water like crazy. So, instead of going home and going to bed on time, he came over to help me clean up my kitchen, and hold me. I don’t do well with failure, so to have the reassurance of your man’s arms wrapped around you; it makes your world seem so much better. I also think that he is glad that I am learning the hard way now instead of giving him indigestion the whole first year of marriage.
I am not going to say that he has cured me of all of my past scars, I am still female. He hasn't been able to take away the part of all women that keeps me afraid that some day he is going to get bored with me and move on. It has been so hard for me to learn to trust him, and now that he has earned it I am terrified of the power that he has over me. I know that he would never intentionally hurt me; I am certain that he will never cheat on me. I am a little wary of his temper and the people that he works with. But, it is something that I know after time and trust, will develop into a comfort with our relationship that will finally quiet my fears.
-JT
P.S. I love you so much handsome!! Thank you for being the wonderful man that you are and for giving me a chance to earn your trust. I promise that I will never misuse the power that you have put into my hands. You are the best part of my life!!
My health took another plunge this weekend, it seems that as soon as I am feeling fine, and that I have kicked this crap, it shows up to ruin my weekend. It never hits me much during the week, it always seems to show up on a Friday, and stick with me all through the weekend. Scott was a sweet heart though, he came over and picked up dinner for us, and then he let me fall asleep in his arms way early in the evening. He has never complained about our canceled plans (it happens really often) instead, he steps it up and does whatever is necessary to help me feel better.
He is always offering to give me a back massage, and he loves it when I put my head in his lap and he can rub my head while I fall asleep. When I am doing the dishes and he would rather me be sitting relaxing next to him, he comes over and helps. When I am busy in the kitchen, he will come up behind me, wrap his arms around me, and snuggle into my neck, or just start giving me a deep neck massage.
One of the things that I love the absolute most is how he is always trying to get me to laugh. He will do anything to put a smile on my face; the other night, he wasn’t supposed to be able to come by, but I had a bad evening, my experiment into cooking didn’t go quite as planned. I managed to fill my apartment with smoke, not billowing smoke that would make the sprinklers go off, but oil smoke that makes your eyes sting and water like crazy. So, instead of going home and going to bed on time, he came over to help me clean up my kitchen, and hold me. I don’t do well with failure, so to have the reassurance of your man’s arms wrapped around you; it makes your world seem so much better. I also think that he is glad that I am learning the hard way now instead of giving him indigestion the whole first year of marriage.
I am not going to say that he has cured me of all of my past scars, I am still female. He hasn't been able to take away the part of all women that keeps me afraid that some day he is going to get bored with me and move on. It has been so hard for me to learn to trust him, and now that he has earned it I am terrified of the power that he has over me. I know that he would never intentionally hurt me; I am certain that he will never cheat on me. I am a little wary of his temper and the people that he works with. But, it is something that I know after time and trust, will develop into a comfort with our relationship that will finally quiet my fears.
-JT
P.S. I love you so much handsome!! Thank you for being the wonderful man that you are and for giving me a chance to earn your trust. I promise that I will never misuse the power that you have put into my hands. You are the best part of my life!!
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